It was unexpected, that with so many turns I chose this one and not the other. Though the idea wanders in my mind of what would have if I picked the other; that was the thought.

That turned out to be very something, the word is just on the tip of my tongue but I just can’t get the word I’m thinking of. I’ll come back to that later and if I still don’t know the word I’m looking for that’ll that be something and I’ll be bothered by it.

I just seem to always get sidetracked, about everything. I could never really focus on one thing unless it meant something to me; I guess that’s why I take on or make so many things to do so that hopefully I be interested in at least one of the many things piled up in a last year’s and this year’s pile of to do lists.